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justakidfrombrklyn) wrote2014-08-28 02:34 am
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The headaches began after he came out of the ice...
To say that a lot of things had changed once he'd come out of the ice wasn't just an understatement; it was practically cruel. The worst part in a lot of ways, though, was the way people treated him: as if the ice had preserved him, kept him exactly as he'd been when he'd sent the plane crash landing into the Atlantic.
It couldn't be further from the truth, though.
He'd died. The water had rushed in, the cold had soaked into his bones, the ice had taken over and he'd died and he'd felt it as he'd died. He'd felt the cold, woken up a dozen times stuck in the ice, unable to move and let it consume him, again and again. He still had nightmares about it, nightmares he didn't share because they were so ridiculous in some ways, debilitating in others.
And then there were the headaches.
He only got them occasionally, a strange buzz beginning behind his eyes and around, his eyes shifting unbidden as if he could find the cause for something that was going on inside his own head. And yet, sometimes it really felt like he could. He'd look around, the feeling exploding inside his skull, and he'd suddenly meet eyes with someone and the feeling would suddenly vanish. Usually, the person in question would blink at him and rush off, which was fair since one of the cardinal rules of walking around a large city was to avoid eye contact unless necessary. He didn't think too much about it until he went back to Europe, back at war again in his search for his lost... friend...
Which was when the buzzing headaches started to get far more frequent.
Sam, the finest companion a man could ask for, had decided to follow a lead in Madrid that Natasha had sent their way (one that would have been set off badly had Captain America's well-known mug shown up) which had left Steve enjoying the sights and snooping around Paris for the time being. Thankfully, there was a lot to see, a lot to investigate, but also... a lot to draw.
Beautiful things to draw.
He was halfway through sketching out a panel of the Arc De Triomph when he felt it there, head lifting from the paper to try and find the 'cause'. This was getting mildly ridiculous...
It couldn't be further from the truth, though.
He'd died. The water had rushed in, the cold had soaked into his bones, the ice had taken over and he'd died and he'd felt it as he'd died. He'd felt the cold, woken up a dozen times stuck in the ice, unable to move and let it consume him, again and again. He still had nightmares about it, nightmares he didn't share because they were so ridiculous in some ways, debilitating in others.
And then there were the headaches.
He only got them occasionally, a strange buzz beginning behind his eyes and around, his eyes shifting unbidden as if he could find the cause for something that was going on inside his own head. And yet, sometimes it really felt like he could. He'd look around, the feeling exploding inside his skull, and he'd suddenly meet eyes with someone and the feeling would suddenly vanish. Usually, the person in question would blink at him and rush off, which was fair since one of the cardinal rules of walking around a large city was to avoid eye contact unless necessary. He didn't think too much about it until he went back to Europe, back at war again in his search for his lost... friend...
Which was when the buzzing headaches started to get far more frequent.
Sam, the finest companion a man could ask for, had decided to follow a lead in Madrid that Natasha had sent their way (one that would have been set off badly had Captain America's well-known mug shown up) which had left Steve enjoying the sights and snooping around Paris for the time being. Thankfully, there was a lot to see, a lot to investigate, but also... a lot to draw.
Beautiful things to draw.
He was halfway through sketching out a panel of the Arc De Triomph when he felt it there, head lifting from the paper to try and find the 'cause'. This was getting mildly ridiculous...
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"He's alive, to start with. There's more to it than that, but... he's alive. And he looks the same as he did when I lost him.
"And the only reason I didn't look further was because no one, not even me, could have survived that fall."
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"I see. And so... you're looking for him?" he asked. He picked up his beer, and leaned back in his chair again.
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"I thought... there were other explanations why he might have survived. But even then, like I said. This... this explains a lot more."
If Bucky was immortal... well, it could be incredibly good or incredibly bad. And it made him wonder what they'd done to him, what he'd survived, given that the only thing that could actually kill him was decapitation.
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He breathed in and out and the pieces started filtering into his mind, the brilliant tactician in him putting them together to make a truly horrifying picture.
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"Hold those thoughts; we'll go somewhere secure after lunch, and work it out, all right?" He... wasn't exactly sure when he had decided to help, but, hell. This was the most interesting thing to happen to him in a while, and the first interesting thing in a while that hadn't been because of MacLeod.
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"Don't feel like sharing with the guy on the laptop?"
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"Come on, let's pay up, and go somewhere else," he said. MacLeod was going to be out all day shopping with Amanda, and it was early, but Joe should be at Le Blues Bar...
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"Aiming for anywhere in particular?" he asked as they slipped out of the restaurant.
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"Look," he said to the kid. "Captain Rogers and I are going to go bother Joe. Take the rest of the night off." The additional sputter he got in reply was even better.
"My friend Joe has a bar here in town," he explained to Steve, as they left. "There aren't many people I'll say this about, but he is completely trustworthy. There is no secret that isn't safe with him."
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"So is that about you being... what we are or something else?"
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"So where, exactly, is Joe's?"
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"I'm fine to walk. I just wanted to make sure since I need to make a call in about an hour. A friend of mine is in Spain, working on the same thing I am. We're trying to keep in touch."
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"I'll follow you."
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"You ever get a chance to check out the catacombs before?" he asked.
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"I wouldn't say I got to 'check' them out," he admitted as they stepped into the darker passage, "but I've been through them. We used them to travel through the city when we had to deal with the French resistance."
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"I had a friend there, and I'm kind of curious now if you ever met him. Tall Scottish fellow, with black hair, and these soulful, brooding eyes?"
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"Yeah. Yeah, actually, I think I do. His French wasn't the finest," and he paused as the memory rose. "Gabe tried to teach him and he got into a bunch of fights with Monty over something or other. Monty just said it was him being English and the guy being Scottish but I almost ended up putting them both in a corner after about an hour."
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